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Years ago, one summer
I came upon a little hummingbird, no bigger than my thumb. As it fluttered about a flower in search of sweet nectar, I stood, frozen in time, and was mesmerized by its grace. I'm not sure why, or what compelled me, but I ran inside to get my brother's BB gun. As I raced back to my prey, I did not think of my actions, or of consequences, or regret. But only of the thought, "I wonder if I can get it with one shot?" At that moment, it turned to me as if to say, "What a beautiful creature. so full of life, and love, and compassion. It is a wonderful day to be alive!" But I did not listen. Instead, intent on my mission, I aimed, and pulled the trigger. And in one thoughtless moment, a tiny lifeless body lay before me. I am now thirty- eight years old. And since that summer of my youth, A thousand memories and regrets I have. And one that haunts me still is a small one. If only . . . I had listened with my heart. by Dee Dee Brough
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